Today I do not have anything to post for you guys,today it's for me.
Sorry about that people:)
But I just want to post about something I wanna say words that are seeded deep in my heart...(its gonna get emo-ish XD)
So if you guys cannot tahan the emo part,please leave my blog.no offense.
Coz I myself don't like emo.So I can understand.^^
But I don't take this as I'm being emo,I take this as I'm being reflective.
Here I go...





Why have I become so brave?
Especially this past few days...maybe weeks...or maybe months.
This hatred...I didn't realize it will grow.
But was it my fault?
I already said most of what I wanted to say.
And I don't feel the pain when in the first place I was supposed to feel it.
I was supposed to cry...a bit at least.
However,I did not.
What have I become?
That moment...I wasn't even afraid.
Maybe when I was a kid,yes but now...not anymore.
I told my friends that I would never show the ugly side of me.
And if they were to see that incident...I'm going to be utterly speechless.
I have lots of dark sides that I want to change.
Some people see me as the good person coz of my decent face and whatsoever...
but actually no...I have an ugly side too.
And I know that I'm not alone.
Nevertheless,I want to be known as the good person.
And I felt glad and at the same time upset when people claim me as the good person.
So what I seek now is...to be known as the good person I ever wanted.



Alright people.No more emo-ish post.haha.
Once again,sorry about that.hehe.
till then...
peace out~~~